Emotions Happen

Yu know that moment when yu wake up and realize what you've just done? Yea that was me oh about a week ago. That was me with him. I had just lost it, many many missed calls and about 4 doorbell rings later. Lost it. I've lost in in the past, in fcuking high school. I thought it had just left me. I thought I had self-control you know. But apparently I subconsciously had started to care, again. Fcuk again?? Hadn't he just confided in me a few days earlier?? Wtf. I was so disappointed in me. Now I've taken it in. Learning experience, he taught me about 3. Thanks I guess.